Yesterday I was talking with my co-worker/host mom #2 and I asked her if she was planning something for Valentine’s Day. She said no because she has nobody. I teetered my head to the side and asked, “Well, what about your family? Are you not doing anything with them?”
“No. Valentine’s is a lover’s day.”
Somewhere in my head I always understood this but at the same time I also always viewed Valentine’s Day as a day so eat sweets and share it with your loved ones which includes family and friends. It can also be because at home, we also call it, “Dìa de la Amistad,” or “Friendship Day.” After I explained this to my host-mom, she said that only recently have people been giving chocolates to their friends as well. But not her. She does and gives nothing. (Or so she said.) And since we have a playful relationship I said, “So…I won’t give you any cookies.” Her slightly blank/slightly shocked face was the reaction I was hoping for. Immediately after she says, “No. You should make me a big heart. A big heart just for me.” Hahaha. She’s so awesome.
Actually…she was trying to convince me to make a heart-shaped carrot cake (because so far that’s her favorite of my baking goods). But I feel heart-shaped cookies will work better (since this way I can place some on everyone’s desk.)
v(^_^)v
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Trying to update...
Small update from 1/18...
"Hello hello~
Well, it’s quite a while since I’ve written anything and it’s already the new year! Whoa!
I don’t remember what I have and haven’t written about…so I think I’m going to do as I did once before and start from the post recent and move backwards (hopefully re-connecting with where I left off)!
So now I can see my laptop screen again. (Finally!) It’s not because I got it fixed but because I bought a new one. Ugh…so expensive…but so far soooo worth it!
Anyhoo, I’m back in Japan after a 3-week break back at home. Ah, it was so nice to be back in LA, eating my mom’s food, being silly with my family and being able to fully understand everything around (then again…not such a great thing…). And I got to meet up with some buddies! Sadly not all of them…but at least some. ^^ The funny bit how a little more than half of my suit cases were filled with omiyage (souvenirs) on the way home and just about the same spaced was filled with omiyage coming back to Japan. Ahahaha! But so far, everyone has been enjoying (or did enjoy) their gifts. Yay! Yay!
And it was so great to be with my family again. Since my parents and cousin visited me last year, it didn’t feel like it was away from home for so long. But then I noticed that for a while now, I’ve only seen the winter LA. And then once I noticed that I had a lot to be updated on from my family, I fully realized that I have been gone a long time. It was a bit sad but it also makes going home more special. (And there’s that little voice in my head again that sometimes teases me saying, “That’s what it’s going to be like from now on~.”
Hmm… :\
…
I almost can’t believe I’ve already been back in Japan for a week and a half. Not even 24hrs after returning have I been so busy again!!! It feels like I’ve been back for longer! (which now makes me feel better about the fact that I still have my carry on bag in the living room…but then again, it still have things I brought for my students…)
One thing that was a nice surprise was that last week it snowed!!! And not like last year where it’s all pretty as it falls down but full one snow where you could have a decent snowball fight and even make a big snowman! But since it was pretty cold in the morning, I wore my wool stuff to work. Yes it kept me warm, but then I noticed I didn’t consider having a snowball fight with my students! Ah! FAIL. But I enjoyed watching them have a snowball fight. Hehe. I did run around the school taking pictures of the snow. Then I emailed some to my family! That week, they were having rain…but not cold frozen rain like I had.
Another thing that was fun as a play I watched with my students! The funny thing was how surprised the students and teachers were when they saw me. Hahaha. Not many of the teachers knew what day I got back to Japan. But my supervisor did (since I left an itinerary with her) and she called me up Sunday night and invited me to watch this play the next day (Monday the 11th was a national holiday in Japan: coming of age day). So I said I’d go. That morning, I was amazed to see many women wearing kimonos. And even more surprised to see huge crowds of them in the city, Tenjin. Only then did it dawn on me, “Coming of Age Day. Duh.” (It’s like what a quìceñera is to Mexicans and a “sweet 16” is to Americans). Once I found the theatre, I began to look for where the teachers were. As I got closer, I passed 2 teachers and they stopped and said, “Uwa!” hahahaha. They were so surprised. And most of the other teachers did the same once I found them. Hehe. My students seemed really happy to see me (we did the double-handed-super-excited-hand waves to each other ^^).
The play was performed by high school students from Okinawa!!! I never would have guessed they were high school students (well, until I saw them up close and noticed how young they really were). (Okinawa is the southern-most island in all of Japan. It’s kinda like the Hawai’i of Japan).
Those I guess are the main things to update ya’ll on…not sure how much further back I should go…"
"Hello hello~
Well, it’s quite a while since I’ve written anything and it’s already the new year! Whoa!
I don’t remember what I have and haven’t written about…so I think I’m going to do as I did once before and start from the post recent and move backwards (hopefully re-connecting with where I left off)!
So now I can see my laptop screen again. (Finally!) It’s not because I got it fixed but because I bought a new one. Ugh…so expensive…but so far soooo worth it!
Anyhoo, I’m back in Japan after a 3-week break back at home. Ah, it was so nice to be back in LA, eating my mom’s food, being silly with my family and being able to fully understand everything around (then again…not such a great thing…). And I got to meet up with some buddies! Sadly not all of them…but at least some. ^^ The funny bit how a little more than half of my suit cases were filled with omiyage (souvenirs) on the way home and just about the same spaced was filled with omiyage coming back to Japan. Ahahaha! But so far, everyone has been enjoying (or did enjoy) their gifts. Yay! Yay!
And it was so great to be with my family again. Since my parents and cousin visited me last year, it didn’t feel like it was away from home for so long. But then I noticed that for a while now, I’ve only seen the winter LA. And then once I noticed that I had a lot to be updated on from my family, I fully realized that I have been gone a long time. It was a bit sad but it also makes going home more special. (And there’s that little voice in my head again that sometimes teases me saying, “That’s what it’s going to be like from now on~.”
Hmm… :\
…
I almost can’t believe I’ve already been back in Japan for a week and a half. Not even 24hrs after returning have I been so busy again!!! It feels like I’ve been back for longer! (which now makes me feel better about the fact that I still have my carry on bag in the living room…but then again, it still have things I brought for my students…)
One thing that was a nice surprise was that last week it snowed!!! And not like last year where it’s all pretty as it falls down but full one snow where you could have a decent snowball fight and even make a big snowman! But since it was pretty cold in the morning, I wore my wool stuff to work. Yes it kept me warm, but then I noticed I didn’t consider having a snowball fight with my students! Ah! FAIL. But I enjoyed watching them have a snowball fight. Hehe. I did run around the school taking pictures of the snow. Then I emailed some to my family! That week, they were having rain…but not cold frozen rain like I had.
Another thing that was fun as a play I watched with my students! The funny thing was how surprised the students and teachers were when they saw me. Hahaha. Not many of the teachers knew what day I got back to Japan. But my supervisor did (since I left an itinerary with her) and she called me up Sunday night and invited me to watch this play the next day (Monday the 11th was a national holiday in Japan: coming of age day). So I said I’d go. That morning, I was amazed to see many women wearing kimonos. And even more surprised to see huge crowds of them in the city, Tenjin. Only then did it dawn on me, “Coming of Age Day. Duh.” (It’s like what a quìceñera is to Mexicans and a “sweet 16” is to Americans). Once I found the theatre, I began to look for where the teachers were. As I got closer, I passed 2 teachers and they stopped and said, “Uwa!” hahahaha. They were so surprised. And most of the other teachers did the same once I found them. Hehe. My students seemed really happy to see me (we did the double-handed-super-excited-hand waves to each other ^^).
The play was performed by high school students from Okinawa!!! I never would have guessed they were high school students (well, until I saw them up close and noticed how young they really were). (Okinawa is the southern-most island in all of Japan. It’s kinda like the Hawai’i of Japan).
Those I guess are the main things to update ya’ll on…not sure how much further back I should go…"
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Sake Festival
So about a month ago, on Friday evening, when I was just about to leave work, a co-worker handed me a flyer. Since I was literally walking out the door when he gave it to me, I said thanks, put it in my backpack and went home. …and forgot about it…
Then on Saturday evening, I got ready to do hardcore studying for my JLPT exam and in my study book was the flyer. This time I took my time to read it and it was a flyer on a sake festival that would be held in my city (at a place near one of the train stations. In other words, really really close to me). Then I looked at the dates: that weekend!! So I missed the Saturday one and Sunday was the last day. I wanted to take advantage of something going on in my city so I emailed some of my buddies (in Japan, cell-to-cell texting is actually emailing. You even get to create your own cell email address!). After a little while, a plan was made.
The next day, we had lunch at Baby Face. It’s an Italian-Japanese restaurant. Good, but not really Italian… Oh, and some of my students had lunch there around the same time my friends and me had lunch. Hahaha.
After lunch, we met Julie at the train station and then found the festival. There was no entrance fee but we did have to buy our own little sake cup. But it was only 100yen!!! (~$1) And then we got to sample various sake, ume-shu (plum wine) and sho-chu (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sh%C5%8Dch%C5%AB). There was also one sake that was the most expensive to buy and the only one that you had to pay 300yen to taste! And yes, I tried it and yes, it was awesome. That one had to be the smoothest sake that I’ve tried so far. But I didn’t buy a bottle. Although it was really tasty, it’s out of my budget. Maybe if there was some really big thing to celebrated I’d actually buy it. But since there are no/have been no huge things to celebrate here, I don’t need to buy it.
One of the booth was sake from a neighboring restaurant. One that serves bees. And sure enough, there were bees at the bottom of their sake bottle. It reminded me of the tequila with a worm in it…
I didn’t try this sake because I don’t know if I’m allergic to bees. But they’re always around pollen so I’m also afraid I’ll react to the pollen that may be on them…so I just let everyone else describe the flavor to me. Most of them just said, “It tastes like bees.” Yes, very descriptive. But clearly not the group’s favorite.
We also got to go inside the brewery (the festival was held right outside a sake brewery) and there were a few in there to try as well! Most of these were the chilled sake but one of them was a grape one. That one tasted just like juice. It was hard to believe there was any liquor in it.
A funny moment during the festival was when we tried the sho-chu. Apparently Lupita and Julie don’t really like it and so they would makes faces after every little sip they’d take. And I was next to them, trying to suppress my giggles. But it looked like Julie really didn’t want to drink it anymore so I drank her sample. Only then did Lupita turn, noticed Julie’s cup was empty and tried to pour her sho-chu into Julie’s cup! Ahahahaha. But I drank her sample as well. But in their defense, straight sho-chu is pretty strong. When I had it with my host dad over a year ago, he served it with hot water. Speaking of my host dad, I bought a bottle of that sho-chu for him. Hehe.
In the end, we went to McDonalds, bought fries, hung out at my place until dinner and then went to our favorite hamburger spot: Son House. What a day. Never before had I been tipsy at 4 in the afternoon!!! (The festival was 11 – 4) When we tallied up how many samples we had tried, we came to roughly around 13 cups (“roughly” because some servers filled the cup to the top and some servers only gave us half the cup. Which is more than enough for a taste really). 13 cups of sake/ume-shu/sho-chu!!! That’s just madness! But what was more insane was it was only 400yen!!! (~$4)
Oh! And there was a booth selling sake manju as well. (manju is a red-bean pastry with the outing consisting of flour, buckwheat and rice powder). I found it cute and amusing that the woman selling it to me was asking me if I knew there was sake in it and if I’d be ok. Hehe. But I honestly couldn’t taste the sake in it. But doesn’t alcohol lose its alcoholic characteristic when it’s cooked/baked???
Anyhoo~
kampai!
(cheers!)
Then on Saturday evening, I got ready to do hardcore studying for my JLPT exam and in my study book was the flyer. This time I took my time to read it and it was a flyer on a sake festival that would be held in my city (at a place near one of the train stations. In other words, really really close to me). Then I looked at the dates: that weekend!! So I missed the Saturday one and Sunday was the last day. I wanted to take advantage of something going on in my city so I emailed some of my buddies (in Japan, cell-to-cell texting is actually emailing. You even get to create your own cell email address!). After a little while, a plan was made.
The next day, we had lunch at Baby Face. It’s an Italian-Japanese restaurant. Good, but not really Italian… Oh, and some of my students had lunch there around the same time my friends and me had lunch. Hahaha.
After lunch, we met Julie at the train station and then found the festival. There was no entrance fee but we did have to buy our own little sake cup. But it was only 100yen!!! (~$1) And then we got to sample various sake, ume-shu (plum wine) and sho-chu (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sh%C5%8Dch%C5%AB). There was also one sake that was the most expensive to buy and the only one that you had to pay 300yen to taste! And yes, I tried it and yes, it was awesome. That one had to be the smoothest sake that I’ve tried so far. But I didn’t buy a bottle. Although it was really tasty, it’s out of my budget. Maybe if there was some really big thing to celebrated I’d actually buy it. But since there are no/have been no huge things to celebrate here, I don’t need to buy it.
One of the booth was sake from a neighboring restaurant. One that serves bees. And sure enough, there were bees at the bottom of their sake bottle. It reminded me of the tequila with a worm in it…
I didn’t try this sake because I don’t know if I’m allergic to bees. But they’re always around pollen so I’m also afraid I’ll react to the pollen that may be on them…so I just let everyone else describe the flavor to me. Most of them just said, “It tastes like bees.” Yes, very descriptive. But clearly not the group’s favorite.
We also got to go inside the brewery (the festival was held right outside a sake brewery) and there were a few in there to try as well! Most of these were the chilled sake but one of them was a grape one. That one tasted just like juice. It was hard to believe there was any liquor in it.
A funny moment during the festival was when we tried the sho-chu. Apparently Lupita and Julie don’t really like it and so they would makes faces after every little sip they’d take. And I was next to them, trying to suppress my giggles. But it looked like Julie really didn’t want to drink it anymore so I drank her sample. Only then did Lupita turn, noticed Julie’s cup was empty and tried to pour her sho-chu into Julie’s cup! Ahahahaha. But I drank her sample as well. But in their defense, straight sho-chu is pretty strong. When I had it with my host dad over a year ago, he served it with hot water. Speaking of my host dad, I bought a bottle of that sho-chu for him. Hehe.
In the end, we went to McDonalds, bought fries, hung out at my place until dinner and then went to our favorite hamburger spot: Son House. What a day. Never before had I been tipsy at 4 in the afternoon!!! (The festival was 11 – 4) When we tallied up how many samples we had tried, we came to roughly around 13 cups (“roughly” because some servers filled the cup to the top and some servers only gave us half the cup. Which is more than enough for a taste really). 13 cups of sake/ume-shu/sho-chu!!! That’s just madness! But what was more insane was it was only 400yen!!! (~$4)
Oh! And there was a booth selling sake manju as well. (manju is a red-bean pastry with the outing consisting of flour, buckwheat and rice powder). I found it cute and amusing that the woman selling it to me was asking me if I knew there was sake in it and if I’d be ok. Hehe. But I honestly couldn’t taste the sake in it. But doesn’t alcohol lose its alcoholic characteristic when it’s cooked/baked???
Anyhoo~
kampai!
(cheers!)
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Real Update: End of August to September
Alright, it’s time I fill you in on stuff that’s been going on since my last real update (which was when…August?!?! Aiya…)
Hokay, so after the crazy extravaganzas with my cousin, I started to help plan out stuff for my Block and really get to know the new JETs. So we had a dinner and karaoke event. Sadly, not everyone was able to make it but it was still a blast! (It’s awesome when you’re with a crowd that also likes to go karaoke. ) After karaoke-ing, Matt, Lupita and I decided to head to do some more karaoke-ing. But we went to Matt’s preferred karaoke place instead of staying at the one we were at… It turned out to be quite interesting. After a while, Matt decided to go mingle with the guys in the karaoke room across from us (there were windows and we waved at each other before…so I guess he wanted to make more friends). But then Matt didn’t return so it was really just Lupita and me singing…till some of those guys came over to join us. Hahaha.
Fast forward…
That Sunday, I met up with Lupita nd Julie for dinner and then we all met up with Kimiko-sensei to go on the Hakata cruise. Hakata is a couple of train stops away from me and it’s the station that everyone around has to go to to transfer to get to other prefectures and to get on the Shinkansen (Bullet train). That cruise was quite fun! It was a night cruise so we were able to see all the lights from the cities around the bay. And the breeze was rather nice too.
Fast Forward…
The next weekend, I went to Sasebo with my girlies (Julie and Lupita). We did the cruise around the 99 islands of Sasebo, daydreamed about just lounging about our favorite island and ate the famous Sasebo Burger (which has a bit too many things in it in my opinion…so so so stuffed after eating that…). But we actually stayed at Huis Ten Bosch hotel, not in Sasebo. Huis Ten Bosch is a Dutch area. …it’s kinda like a theme park… And it’s famous for it’s annual flowers. They have a tulip season and a rose season (there may be more…but I think the Tulip one is the most famous). And in the park there’s a CG movie theatre where you can have your face scanned and then added into the movie! It’s pretty cool and fun to watch. We all bought a print out of our CG pictures. Hahaha. (There’s different roles in the movie: the brain, the protectors, the elders and…one other…hmm…)
Fast forward…
Sports Day!!!
This was my second Sports Day and the only thing that was upsetting was that my battery life is too short now!!! >.<” I was unable to take pictures to my heart’s content. Saaaaaaaaad. But I did manage to get some awesome pictures and even some video of “kibasen.”
Kibasen is possibly the most anticipated sport during sports day at my school. The boys (this is a “boys only” sport) get split into groups of 4. In each group, one boy is designated as “the rider.” The other boys become part of “the horse.” The 3 boys lift “the rider” up and go head to head with another group. “The horse” boys have to keep their “rider” steady and keep him from falling down. Both “riders” wrestle and try to get the other to fall off his “horse.” …this may not make a whole lot of sense…but once you see it, it does. :P It can be quite intense and dangerous. And so some boys and most of the male teachers “spot” each wrestle group and if needed, soften the fall of the boys.
Oh! I was asked to participate again this year! This time, it was a student-teacher obstacle course. It was soooo much fun. But sadly, my block didn’t get first place. T_T. I did, however, help shorten the gap between my block and the winning block.
(I was the third runner and I had to first bite off some bread from a clothes line and then run to another table, open a bottle of soda, chug it down and then run to pass the blue sash.)
Fast forward…
For “Silver week” (as special 5 day weekend that occurred in September), Lupita and I headed to Beppu, Oita. Which is known for it’s onsen (hot water springs). Our aim this vacation was to chill and relax. And relax we did. Unfortunately, we tried to book rooms a little to late and so were unable to stay there for the whole break. But we made sure to take in what we could in those 2 days (we went to the onsen twice in one day!)
Then we got to go to a Fukuoka Hawks Baseball game!!! And thanks to Mike, some really awesome seats behind home base!!!!! It was awesome. And so exciting. And we could’ve won had Matsunaka-san not choked!!! Arg!!
And that pretty much concludes what happened until the end of September. Next up, October shinanigans. ^^v
Hokay, so after the crazy extravaganzas with my cousin, I started to help plan out stuff for my Block and really get to know the new JETs. So we had a dinner and karaoke event. Sadly, not everyone was able to make it but it was still a blast! (It’s awesome when you’re with a crowd that also likes to go karaoke. ) After karaoke-ing, Matt, Lupita and I decided to head to do some more karaoke-ing. But we went to Matt’s preferred karaoke place instead of staying at the one we were at… It turned out to be quite interesting. After a while, Matt decided to go mingle with the guys in the karaoke room across from us (there were windows and we waved at each other before…so I guess he wanted to make more friends). But then Matt didn’t return so it was really just Lupita and me singing…till some of those guys came over to join us. Hahaha.
Fast forward…
That Sunday, I met up with Lupita nd Julie for dinner and then we all met up with Kimiko-sensei to go on the Hakata cruise. Hakata is a couple of train stops away from me and it’s the station that everyone around has to go to to transfer to get to other prefectures and to get on the Shinkansen (Bullet train). That cruise was quite fun! It was a night cruise so we were able to see all the lights from the cities around the bay. And the breeze was rather nice too.
Fast Forward…
The next weekend, I went to Sasebo with my girlies (Julie and Lupita). We did the cruise around the 99 islands of Sasebo, daydreamed about just lounging about our favorite island and ate the famous Sasebo Burger (which has a bit too many things in it in my opinion…so so so stuffed after eating that…). But we actually stayed at Huis Ten Bosch hotel, not in Sasebo. Huis Ten Bosch is a Dutch area. …it’s kinda like a theme park… And it’s famous for it’s annual flowers. They have a tulip season and a rose season (there may be more…but I think the Tulip one is the most famous). And in the park there’s a CG movie theatre where you can have your face scanned and then added into the movie! It’s pretty cool and fun to watch. We all bought a print out of our CG pictures. Hahaha. (There’s different roles in the movie: the brain, the protectors, the elders and…one other…hmm…)
Fast forward…
Sports Day!!!
This was my second Sports Day and the only thing that was upsetting was that my battery life is too short now!!! >.<” I was unable to take pictures to my heart’s content. Saaaaaaaaad. But I did manage to get some awesome pictures and even some video of “kibasen.”
Kibasen is possibly the most anticipated sport during sports day at my school. The boys (this is a “boys only” sport) get split into groups of 4. In each group, one boy is designated as “the rider.” The other boys become part of “the horse.” The 3 boys lift “the rider” up and go head to head with another group. “The horse” boys have to keep their “rider” steady and keep him from falling down. Both “riders” wrestle and try to get the other to fall off his “horse.” …this may not make a whole lot of sense…but once you see it, it does. :P It can be quite intense and dangerous. And so some boys and most of the male teachers “spot” each wrestle group and if needed, soften the fall of the boys.
Oh! I was asked to participate again this year! This time, it was a student-teacher obstacle course. It was soooo much fun. But sadly, my block didn’t get first place. T_T. I did, however, help shorten the gap between my block and the winning block.
(I was the third runner and I had to first bite off some bread from a clothes line and then run to another table, open a bottle of soda, chug it down and then run to pass the blue sash.)
Fast forward…
For “Silver week” (as special 5 day weekend that occurred in September), Lupita and I headed to Beppu, Oita. Which is known for it’s onsen (hot water springs). Our aim this vacation was to chill and relax. And relax we did. Unfortunately, we tried to book rooms a little to late and so were unable to stay there for the whole break. But we made sure to take in what we could in those 2 days (we went to the onsen twice in one day!)
Then we got to go to a Fukuoka Hawks Baseball game!!! And thanks to Mike, some really awesome seats behind home base!!!!! It was awesome. And so exciting. And we could’ve won had Matsunaka-san not choked!!! Arg!!
And that pretty much concludes what happened until the end of September. Next up, October shinanigans. ^^v
Thursday, November 5, 2009
どうしよかなぁ～
The forms are out.
The wheels are turning.
The list making has started.
The question has come again: to re-contract or not to re-contract...
どうしよ～？？？
なんか、ここにいるのを感じているけど頭に小さ声が「家族は怒れる」と言っている．．．
よく分からない～！！！
これから、よく考えま～す！
The wheels are turning.
The list making has started.
The question has come again: to re-contract or not to re-contract...
どうしよ～？？？
なんか、ここにいるのを感じているけど頭に小さ声が「家族は怒れる」と言っている．．．
よく分からない～！！！
これから、よく考えま～す！
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Current craziness
I'm calling this week "Week of Hell." Here's what it consists of:
~Prepping for an important meeting (making outlines, discussing with my co-presters, making revisions, typing, printing, meeting with kyoto-sensei, staying late at work, meeting between classes
~Halloween lesson: prepping/teaching that lesson
~Prepping for a Halloween party (dealing with invite list, organizing the potluck, buying ingrediants, cooking, baking cleaning, taking necessary things to Lupita's)
~Jogging (it's been a de-stresser lately)
~General cleaning
~Aggravated tendonitis (thank you outline. Not to mention I've started to get the carpel tunnel pain again...my wrists are just bad!)
~napping (notice it's not "sleeping")
~Reunited with my caffiene addiction
~supposed to be studying for my JLPT...
~biking single-handedly
~dealing with headaches and random 5-second stomachaches
...that's all I can remember at this moment...
~Prepping for an important meeting (making outlines, discussing with my co-presters, making revisions, typing, printing, meeting with kyoto-sensei, staying late at work, meeting between classes
~Halloween lesson: prepping/teaching that lesson
~Prepping for a Halloween party (dealing with invite list, organizing the potluck, buying ingrediants, cooking, baking cleaning, taking necessary things to Lupita's)
~Jogging (it's been a de-stresser lately)
~General cleaning
~Aggravated tendonitis (thank you outline. Not to mention I've started to get the carpel tunnel pain again...my wrists are just bad!)
~napping (notice it's not "sleeping")
~Reunited with my caffiene addiction
~supposed to be studying for my JLPT...
~biking single-handedly
~dealing with headaches and random 5-second stomachaches
...that's all I can remember at this moment...
Monday, October 19, 2009
The Double-Edged Disassociation...
So for some time now I’ve noticed that I have a disassociation problem. I somehow know 2 things I have planned but I somehow I keep them separate in my head. Maybe it has to do with the way I think about each of them (in a way, I categorized them differently in my head and therefore I miss the fact that they’re related in some very important way…which usually results in me racing with time…)
Hokay…that may not have made any sense to you. Here’s an example:
Let’s say that I have a big exam in 2 weeks. But the day before, I have a paper due for a different class. And just for shits and giggles let’s also say my club is having an event right before the deadline of the paper. Now, because they’re all different (2 different classes and one club event) I will most likely forget that they’re all overlapping in terms of time. Not until the week that they’re all occurring will it really dawn on me that they’re all really close to each other and that in terms of time, I’m screwed. So prior to this I’m alright and I have no doubt that I can do it all but come that week, I’ll start to freak out and panic. (But I always manage to get it done in the end…just a bit stressful getting there)
So why am I writing about it?
I was walking about the other day and I noticed that this disassociation problem that I have has also applied itself to the fact that I’m so far away from home. In some place in my head I know that I’m not home, that I’m in Japan and that I’m overseas. But that same area in my brain never really got down to thinking about how freakin’ far I really am and how crazy it still that I’m living by myself. Then I thought about how trippy it must have been for my cousin to come and see my apartment. I think because I came fresh out of college, my apartment had a bit of that “dormitory” feel to it (aside from the fact that I get my own kitchen and bathroom!). I remember my cousin mention how it was weird for her to think, and see, my apartment. But I never really got the full effect of it (until like 1 or so weeks ago).
And I think this problem is also why I end up being so busy. I end up agreeing to do many things (personal things and grouping things) and only the month of (or like 2 weeks before the events) do I really noticed how booked I really am. I’m not joking when I say that my weekends get booked about a month before! It’s rare to have that weekend to myself. I think that’s why Monday has become my Whatev Night. And consequently, my TV night.
Anyhoo, I randomly felt like writing about that. Not sure how much sense that made to you guys…but at least I got it out of my system. :P
Hokay…that may not have made any sense to you. Here’s an example:
Let’s say that I have a big exam in 2 weeks. But the day before, I have a paper due for a different class. And just for shits and giggles let’s also say my club is having an event right before the deadline of the paper. Now, because they’re all different (2 different classes and one club event) I will most likely forget that they’re all overlapping in terms of time. Not until the week that they’re all occurring will it really dawn on me that they’re all really close to each other and that in terms of time, I’m screwed. So prior to this I’m alright and I have no doubt that I can do it all but come that week, I’ll start to freak out and panic. (But I always manage to get it done in the end…just a bit stressful getting there)
So why am I writing about it?
I was walking about the other day and I noticed that this disassociation problem that I have has also applied itself to the fact that I’m so far away from home. In some place in my head I know that I’m not home, that I’m in Japan and that I’m overseas. But that same area in my brain never really got down to thinking about how freakin’ far I really am and how crazy it still that I’m living by myself. Then I thought about how trippy it must have been for my cousin to come and see my apartment. I think because I came fresh out of college, my apartment had a bit of that “dormitory” feel to it (aside from the fact that I get my own kitchen and bathroom!). I remember my cousin mention how it was weird for her to think, and see, my apartment. But I never really got the full effect of it (until like 1 or so weeks ago).
And I think this problem is also why I end up being so busy. I end up agreeing to do many things (personal things and grouping things) and only the month of (or like 2 weeks before the events) do I really noticed how booked I really am. I’m not joking when I say that my weekends get booked about a month before! It’s rare to have that weekend to myself. I think that’s why Monday has become my Whatev Night. And consequently, my TV night.
Anyhoo, I randomly felt like writing about that. Not sure how much sense that made to you guys…but at least I got it out of my system. :P
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